The Rollercoaster Diaries

A personal but not necessarily private record of Lyssa's moods and thoughts. Being bipolar should be more fun than this, shouldn't it?

Monday, August 27, 2007

My grace is lacking, but that'll come..

Meanwhile, I’m getting in AM and PM stretching sessions, practicing poses and working the poses in budokon, and doing twice a week 1 hour sessions for better health and balance. As it says in one of the programs, if you never fall, you’re not trying something new. I fall at least a couple times every session, but every time I can hold the pose longer. This is fun!

Mushroom burgers are yum!

I’ve always wanted to try the meatless portabello mushroom burger, so last night we grilled some up, stacking them on whole wheat buns with red leaf lettuce, grilled red bell pepper and red onion, tomato slices, reduced fat havarti cheese slices, and Trader Joe’s roasted red pepper spread. Loved them! Every bit as satisfying and filling as a beef burger.

Three days in a row!

Over the last three days I’ve racked up over 10K a day on my trusty little pedometer: 11560, 11300, and yesterday 16150! That’s almost 6 miles with my stride distance average, although I think my stride might be increasing a little bit. My oldest daughter and I go for walks in the morning and evening, making them brisk with personalized fast walking pace music playlists (I like a mixture of 80’s dance music, DDR remixes, Daft Punk, and MSI, she prefers video game soundtracks), and increasing the entire body involvement with wrist weights. I’m going to keep going, raising my steps per day, hopefully working my way up to 20K. Next year I plan to sign up for and complete the breast cancer 5K Walk for the Cure, so I consider this training as well as a great move toward overall health.

Friday, August 17, 2007

I don't know how long he has left

My father has lung cancer and has stopped responding to treatment, so he’s now moving into a hospice situation. I didn’t speak to him for about five years and just started spending time with him again this past Christmas. I don’t really care about the issues that kept us apart any longer. I’ve forgiven him and don’t hold any expectations of him now that I know he’s just not up to providing. Now I just want to have some good times and some laughs with a man who I am more like than anyone else in my family.

My arms are sore!

It’s going to take a while for our dogs to get the true hang of walking on a lead since they’ve spent a great deal of their time just hanging out in the house and back yard, but they made a bit of progress today while on a mile walk. It was a bit of a struggle to control them with so many other dogs in the neighborhood, and Dunbar (and to a lesser degree, Major Major) tried to stop at every blade of grass to leave his post on the doggie forums, but we eventually made it all the way around the circuit and back to the house, and it was fun for all.

Halfway there from the start

Yesterday was my first real day on the program after doing my 3 day average to start with, which was 4870. I gave yesterday the goal of 5000 and I got in 5171. Today’s goal is 5400, with my target being getting to 10k/day by Monday after next. Should be easier now that I found my walking shoes, but getting outside for longer walks is still a bit prohibitive in this heat. I hate having to wait until evening to walk, when my husband is home and I’d rather spend time with him, and he doesn’t have the energy to join me in a mile around the neighborhood. Ah well, hopefully the weather will cool within a couple of months and I can take my walks earlier.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Wasn't as easy as I thought

But I’ll keep doing it. Great for the positive mindset. Actually started a myspace group 100 Lights so I’ll have incentive to keep this up on a regular basis. If anyone’s actually interested in my list, it’s the entry ‘100 Simple Pleasures’. I don’t know if anyone will join, but if they do, I think it would be fun to read their lists, too.