The Rollercoaster Diaries

A personal but not necessarily private record of Lyssa's moods and thoughts. Being bipolar should be more fun than this, shouldn't it?

Friday, August 17, 2007

I don't know how long he has left

My father has lung cancer and has stopped responding to treatment, so he’s now moving into a hospice situation. I didn’t speak to him for about five years and just started spending time with him again this past Christmas. I don’t really care about the issues that kept us apart any longer. I’ve forgiven him and don’t hold any expectations of him now that I know he’s just not up to providing. Now I just want to have some good times and some laughs with a man who I am more like than anyone else in my family.

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